hmmmmmmmmm
so besides having her constantly rubbing my thoughts
(oh i do miss you)
but its kinda irritating
now my lappy is condemned
ohhhhhhhh how wonderful!
been 4 weeks of holidays~
3 weeks left
and i have yet to go out and have some fun
to let the sun beat down
then find shelter laughing till my balls ache
raining smiles like it was a storm of the century
yes
yet to happen
pffffft
so with no lappy
im here on the desktop
i had to WAIT
till my sis wanted to sleep
oh god
does this suck






i was asked by CARROT. (miss ya hun)
to go to PLAY
apparently there was an event
starts at 11
low and behold
i still have a goddamn curfew
be home by 12 son!
yet so i get calls at 10 asking when im coming
did i ever tell u guys i never had a childhood?
my mom was so protective
she bought us ps1 and gameboys
just so we wld stay home with entertaiment. ._.lll
all i recall was playing marbles secretly when i had extra calss and time to spare
and i was allowed only to go out on raya
when i was in p5
now thats just ugly.
i think.
so i beg u god.
ive missed childhood
let me live my teens'
as many of u wld know
the night is whre the life starts
my parents know
yet its not for me
really now?
im 18
ppl think i look 20,21,24,26
cmonnnnnnnnn
im a big ass man for my age
i may look weak
but i can handle myself
like seriously.
let me go.
let me live.
am i wrong here?
do tell.
im up for opinions,
to cease these feelings of unjust,



i swear im eating like a pig
i gain wayyyyyyy more weight
and my tummys getting wayyyyyyy rounder
but its alllll gooood.
coz i dont really care much
tho i will start shaping up after raya
no not because i think im too fat
or too ugly
nono
its coz i reliased waht an ass NS will be
and with indian as my race.
oh boy
army is written all over me
and yes the benefit will be looking way more nicer
haha
but thats the side pleasure
why NS now swimming in my mind?
coz my cuzz just completed his
and one more is going in next year
fuckkkkkk
i dont have much TIME
now do i?
urgh
singapore can be such a thumb up ur ass at thumbs eh?
i know u agree. ;D





life is an adventure
nothings gained,
if nothings ventured,
dont be maimed,
let ur spirits run wild,
even just for a lil while.





ull see the difference im sure. ;D




i LOVE chocolates. sweet milk. Hevenly white. And ohhhhhh sinful dark.



sidenote: Coffee. Chocolate. Men. we women want them all RICH. hahahhaha.